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01-Wounderfull
03:00
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You Say I'm Wonderful
But What Happens When I'm not
You say I'm wonderful
But what happens when I'm not
You say yr falling in love with me
You say yr falling in love with me
What happens if you realize
I'm not the one you wanna see
What happens if you fall in love
with some prettier girl
What happens if you leave
Cuz yr tired of seeing me
What happens if you find someone better?
Of course I want you to be free
But what happens If You are the only I want to see
Please excuse these sad words
Cuz I'm having a hard time
Accepting good feelings
I really want to cry
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02-Unwelcomed
01:49
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I think of you often
I wonder how you're doing
I wish I could give you good news
Or a flower basket on your doorstep
Or a pancake breakfast for two
But the truth is, I'm not doing very well
I'm a dark rainy storm cloud
At the party I wasn't invited to
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03- Homeless
03:30
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Its a concerning weight
To My Body
Adopted with false tendencies to
Over Think ABSOLUTELY
everything
And I can hear is screams coming from
Vibrations of this disease
Unfolding at the seams
Uncharacterized the doubt
Cuz it's only sugar coated now
And I can hear is screams coming from
(canned soups)
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04- I want to be healthy
03:12
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I want to be healthy
I want to be strong
I want to be someone you can lean on
I want to be wholesome
I want to be brave
I wish I had better news to say
I want to be bountiful
I want to stand tall
I want to be the brightest glow you've ever saw
I want to be positive
But I'm a dark rain cloud
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05- Sandwich Song
03:31
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How Did I End up In This Pickle
Of a pickle jar we're in
I'm going thru all these changes
And I have nothing to grab onto
And I'm havin a hard time
believing
that my existence matters in this world
I'm having a hard time
seeing
the value in anything I say or Do
What are the odds
That i'm running in circles
Again Again O My God
What are the odds
That i'm running in circles
Again Again O my God
And I'm loosing all the weight
That I've worked so hard to gain
This/ body /is /only /a/ thing
To help me get from place to place
And I Know- its ok to take a few steps back
But what if i'm always walking this way
What if i'm too weak
to continue this fight
This disease OVERPOWERING my brain
Maybe I'll take by day by
And i'll start with the bite of a sandwich
Maybe tomorrow will be a little easier
And i'll be in company of good friends
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What If This Birth Is Just Vomit?
I'm forgetting how to turn corners
Like this small world
Only Gets Smaller
And yr arms only grow Larger
Am I selfish to want to be the only in yr bed?
Am I willing to sacrifice violent thoughts from my head?
What If I get jealous?
Will I crash?
What If You Don't Want Me Like That
Am I adopting behaviors of trash?
What if how you felt about me
wasn't measured in things you could control
But measured
in the longing feeling
of wanting to be home (to go home)
If I gut out my stomach
Exposing my vulnerabilities
Will You
One Day
Say
You can
Truly
Love
Me
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This tumor
Infected
My only sense of
Stability
Adopted it's uncertainties
I'm tired of always saying
Goodbye
Its this direction of vulnerability
Baptized by sheets of accountability
Its this I Cant Help But Feel Unwelcomed Feeling
You were the loudest one
And i'm muffled by static noise
You ruined the opportunity
Of Life For me
You stole my ownership
Of
My
Body
I'm done being haunted by your faults
It's not my burden to carry
Anymore.
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Unwelcomed New Hope, Pennsylvania
Hello there! This is music written by Anastasia Lasky. Check me out on soundcloud & spotify too
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